photos

dn look like me , at all. with angie and kevin

once again, i screwed up in the op.

am sorry ezekiel. cldnt join u guys.

went to ps with other grp (=

and i lost my red ipod. oh mannn, gonna go back to ps tmr . sianz.

[ shld have engraved my name on it ]

thanks hafiz for keeping the bulky labtop.

took some photos with my classmates , again.

JOCELYN AND MIIE. in fact, we took alot of photos. all the same (=

like, finally? finally a proper and non-screwed up picture with kikuu.

kikuu's bdae

kikuu's birthday cake

CanDiD shot DARK =(
AH MAO
starsssssss!!!!!!

xinwei =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIKUu ...

as usual, birthday cake bomb. at least it wasnt as bad as the previous ones. [cos man wasnt there] den we went straight to vivocity for lunch and movie. the movie was so so. hangout at the teletubbies playground. it was awesome. with each other presence and children running around there. the stars tunnel was so nice! like, romantic k. dunno whats wrong with the people today. AH HA, was super awkward pls. nbm. urghs. so tired.. was sleeping on my way back home. i love the fun we had together (=

fear and faith do not co-exist

Faith and Fear do not co-exist.
step out in faith and believe in God once more for empowerment and miracles.
throw away the negative thoughts.
DREAM it. SPEAK it.
BELIEVE it.

oh God, u're still wonderful even during my down times. u're still magnificent. you're still praiseworthy. my abba Father. Always.

someone's birthday is coming. COMING. coming. COMING............................

BLESSINGs:

1) found my lil chicken specs
2) gp bought me a new handphone =)
3) new bag and dress are coming up!
4) a borrowed labtop from ezekiel [ save money to buy one for OP ]
5) learning jap from kiku =p kakoii! kerei!
6) name tag from jae, yummy snacks from maria
7) prayers from many~
8) managed to get a chalet: 17-19 dec

thou the blessings r small, many of them make my day (=

my beloved friends

shucks. didnt do well for OP.

ran back to classroom right after our presentation. missed them super much. went on with our card games and racing once again. nash came back n adi also joined in the game with man they all. more and more ppl. HAPPY FAMILY. [ hahas ] xw got her hair cut. so adorable (= den we all webcam with chantel. and is pretty not bad that she could recognise most of us. [ for the fact that she stayed with us for only a few weeks] mabbie i'm just bad in memory. and if u ask me, am i angry at those anonymous messages, of cos! i would be a fool to pretend nothing has happened. but the fun we had together as a class for the past few days reigns over these small lil spiteful words from outsiders. is quite sad that 'they' only dare to voice out their unhappiness on internet. so why stop them. let them continue (= i went thru the tough time of losing my parents, and i find all other obstacles in life are really nothing to me. what's more to say for just these messages.

hey people, treasure ur friends and family. don waste time on searching who ur enemies r.
and i'm sorry for u ezekiel. i dunno why they love to use ur name. but i think u really need to settle this asap. i don want my friends to have wrong impression of you. CHEERS YEAH.

fun day

somehow ' stress' has become the hot game in our class now. bangs and screams, all thanks to kiku and ml. fun didnt just end there. went to tm foodcourt for lunch. and i guess it was all started from mao's unfinished jap food. so we had a truth or dare and the dare was to eat those mixed annd disgusting salad? [ well, they don look like salad to me]. kiku and jeffey hit the number for at least 3 times.. and hafiz was the survivor i guess. we ended with kiku's burning qns of who we would like to kiss. awkward but sucha an entertaining game. den we played smth that is beyond ur imagination. some childhood games at the playground. i bet all the people were like, man.. whats wrong with these jc students nowadays. shall not reveal too much details on that. is a class secret :X so much fun, so much fun. walked home back together with kiku, jeff n hafiz. nice guys. kept offering helps to carry that bulky labtop. i wonder how xw's hairstyle looks like. hehehes. random :p

NAME TAG

THANK YOU FOR THE NAME TAG JAMIE ONG!!!!!!
SALUTE (=

heavenly

Chalet has now changed to 17-19dec. super excited !!! kiku said that we're alr in the chalet mood . playing stress, car racing.. watching movies. man... whats more! and i think my car racing skill has improved significantly. hehehes. so proud of myself. i'm not afraid of FEAR anymore (=

hehehehes.

to you, you know: i don want u to fall because of me.

clothes

www.fishingforclothes.blogspot.com

thank you

at this point of time, or should i say this is the season. A season which many are at their lowest point. a season which many give up, cant be bothered, disappointed over unachieved goals, disappointed with themselves, or perhaps find life becomes more n more meaningless. And that, u're very dependent on your close friends. theres no more fighting spirit. slacking mood draws in. maybe many find that they have fought alot, but bears no fruit. maybe they find that they put in alot of efforts, and what they got in the end is totally crap. a complete shit cycle, i know. going thru so much and i realise i don dare to get disappointed. i don dare to get sad. i don dare to settle myself into the ' emo mood' .oh well, u may think eadelin, are u crazy or smth. yes maybe. when everyone is in the mood of depression. when everyone gives up. man, i cant imagine whats gonna fall hard on my beloved **. theres still strengths in me, from God i believe. i dunno if theres such thing as postponing ur emo period to a time when everyone is fairly stable. i dunno how long can i last. i just wanna do what i can do. i just wanna be there for you when u need me. i just wanna help whoever needs it. i just wanna cheer u up. it doesnt matter if i'm sad or whatever shit feeling i am going thru, whats more importantly is that, the people around me are doing well. i guess, when people break off from unhappiness, in a way, i would able to find some happiness out of their happiness. so, i love all those who love me. and i love those who hate me (=

To anyone: if u feel very depressed, rmber, i'm here for you. so what if i'm going thru the same shit feeling as you, i believe i can cheer u up? even if u dont, i will still continue to do it. just don give up hope so easily. just don feel tired. life is tiring. thats of course. but at least we have physically tasted the lethargic feeling. u are impt to me. just like how impt u r to God. Life s*x, so what? at least we can hold hands together and dare to say, rejoice!

mentality perserverance outweights physical sufferings.

i love you people.

=)

thank you jeffrey, tengcheong, hafiz and selestine! KIKU, THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME (= u're sooooo sweet! no wonder the girls sae u're a big gentleman.

bad result

totally heartbroken.

managed to hold back my tears even when the result was back. but some smses from unfriendly people really ... really broke my heart. have to rush WR and study bio spa. really have no mood for it. my brain system is totally shut down for now. thank you jamie, angie and kevin. i sense the truest concerns from u people. another year of journey is tiring but i know i have u guys (=

i'm sorry that i cant joke alot becos even if i really do, i'm just not being myself.
i'm sorry that i have to keep my smile in the treasure box.
i'm sorry if u feel neglected or that u think eadelin doesnt care about u anymore.
i'm sorry that i cant get myself up for now.
i'm sorry that when everyone is so tired, i cant be much of a help.
i'm sorry for those who love me and whom i love very much.

tuesday

had so much fun over the weekend =p

derek is a real funny chap. if u listen to how he tells u abt his first kiss and everything, u just wanna laugh ur head off alright. n he's a pretty good pool player, but but but.. i won him [ yes! ]won matt and ezekiel too (= [ urghs, sorry. cant help it. i'm just too gooood?]

went town with my girls. xw,man,zol and ml. [ 2 dwarfs didnt make it]
ml combed the whole cosmetic shop and guess what! she didnt buy anything.
[inherited my genes]
get to know these 2 guys from man, jon and jason. jon is super lame guy. SUPER! must really get him come to cg one day. get to know my cg lame guys.

bought a pair of shades together with man. $15 each =)

going to new ministry. urghs... dunno which one to go =S

Class chalet: 9dec to 11dec [SUN TO MON]
venue: costa sand pasir ris
see you (=

photos

this is kevin too! my bible study mate. XINWEI =) and yup. that mouth behind us is kevin too'S , again!
i'm 157cm tall!

i know

and now i know who are the people i can really trust.
and now i know who are the people i can count on most.
and now i know who will be there for me.
and now i know whats true love.
and now i know that i know.

saty

this is not the first time u forgot to remove the price tag minglee! but well, still thanks for the card holder. next time if u ps me like that, i'm gonna clone zombie cat to eat u up. hehehehes. weees! selestine n kiku are coming today. wonderful (=


it's getting harder to run the race than before. as i run further up, less and less motivators, the cheerings get softer, those friends who used to say,"i'll be behind you!" seem to disappear. this race is getting quieter. i thank God for these few people. thou the cheerings are soft, still enough for me to push on for the last stretch. end of the year is drawing near. harvest is coming.

my paper is over!!!!!!

i love puiye! hahahahas. thanks for going shopping with me. bought two tops and one pair of shorts. they said the shorts is really short. so well, i guess i have to wear it soon before my legs grow longer.. hahahas.

resident evil. NICE MAN. 5 stars for it. kevin and tengcheong were like some gay couples. giggling and hugging. [ yucks] i don find the movie scary. i would love to play such computer games! hehehes.

poor bernard! he couldnt watch NC 16 movie with us. but is ok. jus another week ok!
hehehehes (=

to tc: rmber to bring ur friends to church (= [ jiafu and 'michael' ]

THOSE WHO PS ME TODAY, NO SWEET HUGSS FOR YOU. humpf

history paper

bla bla! la la! lo lo! don ask me if history is easy. i have no comments about this useless subject. i chose it becos other humanities seemed to be worse. i just need one day to study for my entire cold war and what about u guys? for the H2 geo students, i would love to give u a big big hug. 6 hours of exam, i think the sch is nuts. so geo n econ students, all the best huh!

just saw gabriel's nick. cheMISERY. i agree with that. thats my worst subject. [ but eadelin, u scored an A2 in o levels' ] well, i think God did smth to the paper. probably he went to switch it with someone's else. hahahas. no idea. but i'm really a chem dummy.

tomorrow is my last paper!!!!!! LET'S DANCE! LETS DANCE! AROUND UR THRONE! oh God i love you. thanks for guiding me , esp in this stressful period of time, i know u're always there me. LOVE YOU DADDY GOD.

cant wait to watch movie with my friends.

to tengcheong: don wear uniforms to town please! very studenish. MUST bring clothes and CHANGE! i doncareeeeeeeeeee.

guinness record

TALLEST WOMAN- 2.31m
she was already 1.9m tall at the age of 10.
[ so kevin, forget it. u're still a shortie. JOIN THE DWARFS group]

LONGEST EAR HAIR
a guy from india. and he was really happy to be famed as the longest ear hair on the record.
thats disgusting ok! totally turns me off.

MOST VALUABLE JEANS
$60,000
it is now with a japanese. i wonder if he's going to wear it.

MOST VALUABLE GUITAR
$2.7m
eh, chiensing's guitar looks cheap to me now.

SMALLEST NEWSPAPER
oh my, i need my glasses!

http://www.guinnessworldrecords.com/

check this out.

stupid maths

yucks. i left my whole maclaurine's expansion undone! YUCKS YUCKS! YUCKSSSSSSSSSS!!!! my B is gone! give me back my 11 marks, stupid maths paper. oh well, the paper was definitely easy. but the allocation of marks was horrible. once u didnt get the top part correct, u couldnt squeeze out workings, and eventually, u lost big marks! crap! and so if u understand whats the whole situation is going on now, eadelin has done HORRIBLY for the maths paper!
i need to dig my eyes out and wash them with dettol. same mistake. KILL ME please. but if u're nice person, comfort me with a bar of chocolate (= it helps!

and now i'm mugging for history.
POLITICS HISTORY! how does prime minster eadelin toh sounds to u?

THURSDAY WE GO LALA.
1 pm in bugis?

bubbling sunday

i'm totally not in the exam mood. oh gosh, got to gear myself up to take the challenge from jeffrey! MATHS! HERE I COME. gonna tackle every single qns in the revision. winner gets to eat ice cream ! hehehes. jamie bought a new phone. *jealous* i guess it is time for me to shop for a new phone as well. but the clothes in bugis are calling for me! [ buy us! buy us! ]

maybe buying phone shld set at one side. dressing up is more impt. at least to me.
and...my hair needs a breakthrough man. ponytail is boring.
shld i go for a haircut? hmmmmmm...yes? no? yes? no?

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!

ask me out! ask me out!

AFTER EXAM!!!!

PARTY (=

EXAM nuts

WEES~ praise the Lord!
all three topics: respiration and photosynthesis, meiosis and mitosis, and endocrine came out in the essay. didnt know endocrine and enzyme can come out as one qns. didnt prepare for the role of NAD and its granny story. who cares!

BIO IS DOWN!

is alright if u don understand this and the previous entry. is meant for me to see. AND YEAH, i'm basically talking to myself.

GIVE ME MORE PRAWN CRACKERS PLEASE. is ok that the pimples r coming out, IS OKAY!

hormones and endocrine system

HAVE FUN READING (=



What is homeostasis?
it is a constant maintenance of internal environment, with the activation of corrective mechanisms to return a parameter towards its reference point. This is to regulate and hence self-regulating and it is also controlled by negative feedback mechanism.

what is endocrine system?
A physiologically inter connected system and endocrine gland which are ductless and secrete hormones directly into the bloodstream to affect target cells to carry out.

what is hormones?
specific chemical substances produced by endocrine glands and are transported to the blood, to other tissues [ target cells] where they exert a specific regulatory effect on the body. only target cells will have receptors sites for the hormones.



increase in e blood conc is detected by beta-cells of islets of Langerhands
Insulin: decrease in the blood glucose conc.
1) increase in the rate of absorption of glucose.
- binds to the receptor
- triggers the vescles containing glucose transporters to fuse with plasma mbm
- inserting glucose transporters to plasma mbm.
- permeability of liver and muscle cells increases
- more glucose will be taken up

2) increase in the conversion of glucose to glycogen
-activate glycogen synthase in liver and muscle
- to synthesize glycogen from glucose
- decreases the breakdown of glycogen

3) increase in the rate of use of glucose in cell metabolism
- speed up kreb cycle and glycolysis in e liver and muscle cells
- to produce ATP

4) Increasing e rate of fats synthesis
-liver capable in sotring glycogen up to 5 %
-more glucose are then shunted from entering into liver cells
- leading to synthesis of fatty acids
- used by adipose to synthesis triglycerides for storage
-also facilitate the entry of glucose into adipose tissues, which are then used to make glycerol.
- glycerol + fatty acids ----> triglycerides
- promote accumulation of fats in adipose tissue
- inhibits lipolysis

alpha cells of islets of langerhands detect low blood conc.
- glucagon which is pre-synthesized and stored in vesicles is released out of alpha cell via exocytosis into blood circulation.

help to increase in the blood glucose level
1) stimulate the breakdown of glycogen into glucose
-only in liver

2)activate hepatic gluconeogenesis
-stimulate the breakdown of proteins and fats in the liver
- den converted into glucose

3) stimulate lipolysis of triglyceride in adipose tissue
conserving glucose by providing fatty acids to respire.

importance
1) glucose is the main respiratory substrate. ( source of energy)
2) brain and nervous sys can only metoblise glucose
3) will cause cells to lose water by exosmosis
4) conc of blood glucose affects water potential in da vody
- low amt of glucose is reabsorbed into kidneys
- excessive glucose will present in the renal filtrate

destruction of beta cells
-hyperglycemia [ high blod sugar]
-glycosuria [ glucose in urine]
-diuresis [ diluted urine, dehydration of body]

dietary therapy!! TREATMENT (=

choices .

one has his or her own thinking and this thinking often stops one from seeing things at different angles. well, i wldnt come to a quick conclusion saying that, it is definitely a bad thing. and if u sae, is all depending on the circumstances, i think you're right, but not to the full extent. pride, is more or less, the main reason why one has a rigid thinking. if one can break free from this complacent mindset, i believe there are more doors open up for him or her. yes, is true that this may eventually cause one to be indecisive. with more choices, more doubts and more worries, how can one move on?

cant decide where to go after A levels, cant decide what course to take in university, cant decide this and cant decide that. since our life has been offered with a variety of choices, why dont we make good use of it? choices allow us to analyse and plan. i mean, if there is only one choice avail to you, it is totally meaningless. doubtful about the future? stay calm and have no worries.if ur plan A doesnt work, u always have plan B. and even if ur plan B doesnt work, i believe God has a better plan for you. and this plan is surely the best of all ur plan A B and C.

and if u think why is eadelin bla bla-ing here, maybe statistic will help (=
research has shown that 92% of our worries is redundant. it does not or will not exist. stop exaggerating about how big the problem u have. at this instance, u may argue with that significant 8%, but well, i will just lift this 8% to God. maybe 7.999. [ i'll still think about da prob ]. is hard, thats why i'm working on it. be flexible! and enjoy this beautiful journey with God.

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEFFREY!
and wow. pastors have been preaching about tithe for the past 2 weeks. With seven blessings: church blessing, heaven opens, prosperity befalls, protection from God, hardwork bears fruit, investment reaps and nevertheless, stronger influence in the marketplace ., i believe years down the road, or even the next minute, something great is gonna happen.

exam is dragging me down. eyes upon the book AND TELEVISION (=
there're jus so many things i wish to do after exam. and this desire to do many things will eventually die down after exam. puzzling.
study for the sake of studying is somehow the motto of everyone's. oh well, i wanna go lala with me classmates after exam. AFTER EXAM, AFTER EXAM. yeah. all wordss. the day shall come. SOON.

i love you ms chan. thank you for da candies! i felt so llloooveedd.
THANKYOU HAFIZ. sit next to me more often. or maybe sit behind me. cos everyone is dying to sit next to me. HAHAHAS. kidding alright. man, my class boys r smart pox. without them, i dunno how to survive. our girls r fun pox, especially amanda. hehehes. TOGETHER, WE'RE THE BIG POX (= urghs. lame again. MUST BE KEVIN's fault.

bless all the children out there.